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so, whoever is looking at my page... would you like to RP? I like to rp.. and I want to do it. I do OC stuff but I'm mostly looking for Ichigo/Uryuu rp.. I rp as Uryuu...

I will.. do almost anything. like.. seriously, send me a note if you're interested and tell me what you're into. I'll probably do it. I just want to rp them so bad *flail*
  • Mood: Hysterical
  • Listening to: Symphony of Science
  • Reading: Malazan Book of the Fallen
  • Watching: ARCHER
  • Playing: My Life as a King
  • Eating: stuff
  • Drinking: Snapple x:
omfg... some people.. as so immature/stupid that it makes me feel better about myself.. I hope this kid is in one of my classes someday.... LOLOLOL
  • Mood: Sociable
  • Listening to: THE PROTOMEEEEEEEEN
  • Reading: o_O nothing yet
  • Watching: Without a Trace
  • Playing: WoW
  • Eating: nothing >B|
  • Drinking: Coke Zero

CASSANDRAAAAAA + Rue Did Dis

Journal Entry: Tue Jan 25, 2011, 4:21 PM


So my bestie from college moved into a dorm near my house at the college that I go to 8D SO I HAVE MY TAMA BACK! I MISSED HER SO MUCH >< SO EXCITED TO HANG OUT WITH HER AGAIN!!!!!

RUE: Here. I did it.

COMMENT ON HERE AND IF I FEEL LIKE IT/AM NOT LAZY, I'LL ANSWER ALL THESE QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU.

1. Tell you something I've learned about you by looking at your DA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you which color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what animal you remind me of.
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you.
6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. Give you a weird nickname.
8. Tell you my honest opinion about you.
9. Confess something to you that I didn't dare say before.
10. Challenge you to post this on your journal.


  • Mood: Sociable
  • Listening to: THE PROTOMEEEEEEEEN
  • Reading: o_O nothing yet
  • Watching: Without a Trace
  • Playing: WoW
  • Eating: nothing >B|
  • Drinking: Coke Zero
Because my money situation hasn't been improving (and has, infact, been getting worse) I'm finding I don't exactly have enough money for tuition, let alone my occasional day out with friends.
SO! I'm opening up commissions. I have water colors, graphic design, and character art available.

Chibis:

Line Art - $5
Colored - $10

Head Shots:

Line Art - $5
Colored - $10

Mid Body:

Line Art - $8
Colored - $13

Water Color:
Abstract - $10
Growing Picture - $15 (semi-abstract painting that starts with the rocks at the base of the picture and moves through roots up the stems and to flowers at the top)
Character/Landscape - $20

Design Work:
Price Depends On Project (I can design layouts, ads, banners, etc. just let me know what you'd like and I can see what I can do for you!)

my paypal is monkiesinfreefall@gmail.com
If you would like something, send me an email to that same address and let me know who you are and what you'd like. If you have any questions or want to barter the price, let me know. I'll post examples if I have them soon!
  • Mood: Angsty
  • Listening to: Waltz of the Pales - Castlevania LoI
  • Reading: Mazalan Book of the Fallen
  • Watching: Degrassi: The Boiling Point
  • Playing: Dragon Quest IX
  • Eating: Cooler Ranch Doritos
  • Drinking: Coke Zero
Now, I have never been a "Batman Fan". I accept him for what he is and enjoy his stories. I like him. But I've ALWAYS been a Superman fanatic (wore my Superman shirt to the opening of Dark Knight.. I have never been glared at so hard in my LIFE.. but it was hilarious anyway)

However, Under the Red Hood, the new DC animated movie, has gotten me into a bit of a fangasm. Why? Because of the way it was just.. perfect (aside from Jason Todd wearing Tim Drake's Robin costume, which didn't exist until AFTER Jason was dead and risen again.... so.. physically no way that could've existed BEFORE Superboy died and.. well, it's a comic thing.. you'd have to read it to follow my rambling... anyway)
It took the comic and pretty much word-for-word replicated it. BRILLIANT voices, BRILLIANT artistic direction, BRILLIANT writing.. it was... perfect. And I don't believe Jason's voice actor has DONE voice work before.. impressive because he was DEAD ON perfect for Jason Todd. Legit. GUH. that's my happy noise of pleasure. GUUUUH.

Also, it tied up a certain thing I hated about the comic BUT also kinda killed it. Li. Yeah. The Black Mask's assistant. Li. In the comic he meets a rather unfortunate end... *crycry* but in this, HE LIVES! Downside is that he is now a she. It was funnier when the "mother" figure (aka, acting like Black Mask's Mom rather than a henchman) was actually a monotone, deadpan asian guy in a business suit. It was kind of a "yaoi?" relationship of like. You almost want it, but Black Mask is .. well his face was fused with a mask. That's gross.. so you don't want poor Li getting that in his face. But their dynamic is so fucking funny... like. bickering. black mask all pissy and li just sighing and saying he's alreayd done whatever it was black mask wanted him to do before he asked. Or li getting on him about something and Black Mask screaming "IT'S LIKE RUNNING A CRIME SYNDICATE WITH MY MOTHER!!! ><"

Other than that minor detail, yeah. pretty brilliant. I'll give it to the voice of Bender from Futurama though. He makes a good Joker. Joker in the comic was a bit beefier than other Jokers were. So this worked really well. And it took him in sort of a new, sarcastic, trying to be annoying direction. Where you could TELL he was being genuine, but playing it up when he wanted to. His freak out at the end and when he leaves Jason. Good stuff.

SO yeah. right now, batman mood.. but Supes will always be my one true hero.

x3
  • Mood: uNF!
  • Listening to: The Good Doctor - The Protomen
  • Reading: Under the Red Hood
  • Watching: Degrassi: The Boiling Point
  • Playing: Dragon Quest IX
  • Eating: trail mix 8D
  • Drinking: coke zero
okay this just seems like a good idea to do right now.. my official cosplays in the works (aka, not ones I have done already):

Mio from Fatal Frame II (I know a girl right? wtf) - pair to Roxas as Mayu
Tai from Digimon - pair to Roxas as Matt
Cliff from Harvest Moon 64 - with cosplay group for CTcon +done
Gojyo from Saiyuki (reload version) - with Rue as Goku and Davyn as Hakkai
Protoman (cause fuck yeah) - pair to Roxas as Megaman and my brother as Sniper Joe (and maybe my other brother as Dr. Light plz?)
Cedric Trilling from Stiff Upper Lips - halloween costume maybe xD?
Ciel from Kuroshitsuji - sherlock holmes outfit!
Sealand from Hetalia - with Steph as England
Okinawa my Hetalia OC - for AAC
Banquo from Goodbye Chains (not because I like it... but because I like Banquo)
Cody Hackins from Pheonix Wright - not sure for when?
Kirie and the Malice - BIG project. not sure WHEN that'll be done
Tycho from Penny Arcade - pair to Roxas as Gabe (+ game versions?)
Piper from Countdown to Final Crisis - pair to Roxas as Trickster (cause being handcuffed to someone who constantly makes fun of you for being a poofta is hilarious and in character.. so who ELSE would be my Trickster xD seriously)

Secret Cosplay - fuck yes.... so excited.. never been this excited for a cosplay legit. ever. *shiver* fuck.yes. no one knows how FUCKING excited I am about this except.. probably Liz. xD yeah.. I think Liz is the only one who understands my fangasming over this
  • Mood: Bliss
  • Listening to: The Hounds - The Protomen
  • Reading: my history books
  • Watching: vh1's tough love couples wedding finale xD
  • Playing: MEGA MAN
  • Eating: x: crap
  • Drinking: coke zero
I'm cosplaying Protoman. It's official.
  • Mood: Bliss
  • Listening to: The Hounds - The Protomen
  • Reading: Nothing.. cause Jay didn't give me Wheel of Time
  • Watching: King of the Hill
  • Playing: MEGA MAN
  • Eating: .... nuttin
  • Drinking: last drop of coke zero D:
Dude. Went to PAX today... omfg. amazing. Bean bag chairs in the two huge hallways of the Hynes. People mostly slept in them. the rest played games.
Gabe and Tycho were epiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiic. and oh shit. man. I was cosplaying Neku (fucking freezing btw) and I was interviewed, I'm on Kotaku.com and I had my photo requested 56 times. wtf. xD not a con I'd normally cosplay to, but it was fun. not sure how people found me for pictures since I was like. legit sitting in an out of the way corner for an hour and a half behind people xD and I still got like. 14 pictures there. wtf.

Can't wait for tomorrow when my Joshua I mean... that bastard Joshua >> will be with me.

I plan to give Tycho (and Gabe) an O-Pin, because he's the one who got me into TWEWY in the first place. Yes, blame him for my Neku cosplay.

next up: AB. fuck yes. Roxas you'd better be serious about staying with me xD

EDIT: Fuck AB. I want PAX East back... just.. ugh. I'll be posting links to good pictures of the con to show you want you bastards missed and why it is highly superior to anime conventions. but this quote alone, from someone on the forums, should explain it. A little info on it: Wil Wheaton was the keynote speaker. In his speech he said "Welcome Home". After that, anyone who'd tell him "this is my first PAX" he'd light up and cheerfully say "Ah! Welcome Home!" this quote will show you that that was the mood of the ENTIRE convention:

"Just recognized this feeling I have leaving PAX and returning to the real world. Homesickness. I felt the same way leaving home for college the first time. Damn you, Wil Wheaton, you were right. We were Home."

And now, I'm homesick.


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FUTURE COSPLAY GROUPS!

Okay.. some of you know I like cosplaying with friends, even when it's obscure (hell, those are the best cosplays xD) and some know I want, badly, to cosplay MYST. *will be a small as fuck Sirrus if need be. or a teeny Achenar. Can be that crazy.*

However, some may not know my recent and life-long (assuming) obsession with the DS game, Hotel Dusk: Room 215. It's...... the best..... EVER GO PLAY NOW OR I KILL YOU IN YOUR SLEEP YOU HEATHENS!
ahem. if anyone will be going to the NE cons and would like to make my dream a reality~ I'll be Louis Denonno~
[link]
on right: [link]
[link]

I need a Kyle:
on left: [link]
[link]
[link]
[link]

and a Mila:
on right: [link]
[link]

... plz <3?


ALSO: Saiyuki~

[link]

Reload versions~ I'll be Gojyo~ (red head)
:iconxdavyn: will be Hakkai (monocle)
I'd LOVE for :iconrevzakuroplague: to be Sanzo (blonde)
which leaves Goku (the small brunette)

xD any takers~? (jada~? LOL) only prerequisite is that you're shorter than us xD I think Jada can pull that odd <3 HA. but anyone else x3 it TOTALLY welcome~

also: Pheonix Wright witnesses xD as random as you can get (I'm Cody Hackins~)

PAX EAST COSPLAYS: Gabe and Tycho, Neku and Joshua, Louie and Kyle? bahaha or bradley.. and we'd need a kyle xD

xD I'll think up more obscure ones later haha. but for now. that's all.

<3 yall. see you later~
  • Mood: Triumph
  • Listening to: I'm on a Boat
  • Reading: Lies My Teacher Told Me
  • Watching: Serenity
  • Playing: Harvest Moon: Animal Parade
  • Eating: Subway Sammich
  • Drinking: nothing.. my dog knocked it over >>
Starting school for my secondary Bachelor's Degree. HISTORYYYYYYYYYYYYY~
Needing to hang out with :iconrevzakuroplague: more.. and maybe see a movie in victorian outfits?
Also needing to hang out with :iconchibidomino:!! D: so much loves.
Had fun with :iconxdavyn: but.. it must happen again <3 Derp Cake!
I miss :iconerrorsofglory: but I'll be good and just figure out wtf he got me as a souvenir from Prague.. still confused. xD and slightly worried
Had an epic upon epic Serenity game xD let a leper on the ship. for free. but I'm a god damn super hero (Brigadier Sledge, for those who haven't heard of my badass adventures).. xD all I have to say... our group... is fucked up.. but.. xD with the addition of the new guy? xD we're even MORE fucked up. NI JU!

Shiny.

I wanna Thop D: I needs to. xD CVS THOPPING!?

:iconruet-beer: helped me out with my Silent Hill rp.. btw? xD I think the DM for that is fucking with me because after I did my like. 5000 words attack he as like "oh maybe it was already dead~" but.. xD then a head on the floor? laughed at me. AGAIN. xD so I think he's trying to say my character's going nuts. Regardless. if it WAS alive it's not now. And if it had been... I still would've stabbed the SHIT out of it. xD <3 cause we're that epic.

The TWEWY rp I run is awesome, some drama but if I need to, I'll ban people o-o I'm the god damn Composer, bitches.
And you should all join! You don't need to know anything about TWEWY to play :3 any questions, just ask! [link] that's the link~ go join for next week! we're on day 4 of week 1 xD so watch the horror unfold.. then apply for next week (game week, not real week~)

As for con stuff:
AAC WAS INCREDIBLE! I loved it so much ;_; but it was all thanks to my epic friends! Room of 10 = EPICCCCCCC fun. Spain... you ... you make my life xD... when you're tired.. and dammit, Rox xD we need to cuddle like that more often.
I won best Craftsmanship at the AAC Masq, I won Best Comedy at the AMV Contest, I taught my Ballroom Dancing class, which was a looooot bigger than I thought (expected 10, had about 50 people!), the ball was AMAZING! it was so good~ I didn't win King, but it's okay :3 the photoshoots were awesome, the Panel Sunday was amazing!! and now I'm looking forward to PAX and AB. CTcon I'll be doing too :3 Otakon if I have the money.

but if people are desperate to donate like. 9_9 maybe liek, a dollar or two~~~~~~~~~ I need to buy my Lizzy her dress so we can be Ciel and Lizzy from Kuroshitsuji x: any donation helps! I'll massive love attack you if you do donate D: I don't expect any donations but.. if you have a buck to spare, please donate to my paypal:

monkiesinfreefall@gmail.com

thanks in advance is ANYONE does this.


COSTUME INFO:
Neku - RETIRING at AB10
Neku (Rave) - Debut at AB10
Neku (Lapin Angelique) - will debut at CTcon10 if :iconkodamahime: will do it with me :3
Ciel (Chapter 2 Ball outfit) - Debut AB10
Ciel (Fencing outfit) - Debut at AB10 Masq
Ciel (Sleep Shirt) - Debut AB10 (may walk around the con at night if people want me to)
Ciel (Easter Outfit) - MIGHT be doing it if I have time/money and I'll wear it on Easter
Ciel (Indian Outfit) - TBD
Keigo (Karakura Raizer Delicate) - Debut at AB10
Okinawa - Debut at AB10
UK (WWII) - Panel
UK (CD Cover) - Thursday
UK (Raver) - Debut at AB10
Uryuu (Quincy Robes) - Not sure when I'll do this again
Uryuu (Uniform/Sword on Head) - TBD
Raguna - CTcon10
Cliff - Debut at CTcon10
Anti-Sora - TBD
Death the Kid - TBD (if enough people beg)
Daxter - May unretire the outfit if I can get a Jak
Naota - May unretire if people beg
L/B - Planning to Retire this year
Mello - TBD
Luke Triton - If I can get a Layton it shall happen
Winter Neku - Debut December/January 2010. Will post pictures soon!
Gojyo (Reload) - TBD
Hikaru (or Kaoru) - TBD... when Rox and I manage to figure that one out xD *will so out-dom her*

Cosplay Requests may be made. x_x but I dunno if I can get to them all!
  • Mood: Triumph
  • Listening to: I'm on a Boat
  • Reading: Lies My Teacher Told Me
  • Watching: Serenity
  • Playing: Harvest Moon: Animal Parade
  • Eating: Subway Sammich
  • Drinking: nothing.. my dog knocked it over >>
I can not WAIT til AAC!!!

Roxas said she can go X_X I'm running my panel (and the videographer wants to video some of it!), I'm running 4 photoshoots (i can do the TWEWY one now!), I'm in the AMV contest, Masq, and Chess X_X omfg so much to do! But I'm excited :3 very. *glee* just.... needed to squee about it. *needs to draw Rox something uber cool*
  • Mood: Triumph
  • Listening to: cat info
  • Reading: nothin
  • Watching: Cats 101
  • Playing: Sunshine Islands
  • Eating: nothing D:
  • Drinking: NUTHIN
For anyone going to Another Anime Con this year in Nashua, NH, I'll be teaching a Ballroom Dancing Class Friday around noon (they don't have my official time yet!).

I'll be teaching the class as UK and we'll be going over ballroom etiquette, the proper way to hold yourself and your partner on the floor, how to step, and finally, how to dance. The reason for all the preparation is because.. if doesn't matter what I teach you about dancing. If you don't know how to step correctly (ball of your foot), then nothing I show will do much good, will it? So we'll be going over that and especially how to hold your partner. There is actually a RIGHT and WRONG way to do this (more wrong than right actually) and I'd like people to be able to to this right, as it makes everything else so much easier and, I think, will make everyone feel more like they really know this dance. We'll be doing a waltz (international/viennese mix I think.. some moves are easier in one than the other, but I may just end up going Viennese.. since that looks nicer xD)

Anyway, if you're planning on going, please do! If I can, I'll get pictures and post them up :3 and if you're going to the Ball, don't be afraid to ask for a dance. If I see you sitting alone? I'll more than likely end up asking any girls to dance :3 (girls because really.. that's the proper way for a gentleman to act!) but if you would like to dance with me (short UK, british accent, knows how to waltz) then PLEASE feel free to ask. I'll absolutely do so unless I have a line of people (already know about 8 who want to dance with me thus far) but once I get them out of the way xD I'll be happy to do this (and I'll be there early to take over the dance floor lol. so we can do a nice awesome waltz xD. UK also knows Disco and Swing. Don't ask why. Just enjoy that trivia)

Okay :3 that was my shameless plug!

-----

And so like. Rue talked me into a cosplay yesterday. I'm pretty excited about it. xD it means I get to actually cosplay with she and Roxas xD they're usually doing KH and a while back, Rue talked me out of doing the Zexion cosplay I'd been wanting to do (stating that the fandom sucks. it's true xD they do. but god damn, I love my evil little man lol). However, this opened up a really intense option that she and Roxas brought up in the car yesterday: Anti-Sora. I'm more Sora's height anyway, I'm insanely flexible, and I like a challenge. Where's the challenge in buying your coat and just wearing it? Now wiring eyes, making the suit glow, and sculpting shoes/outfit/face... okay now THAT... is a challenge x3 and since my Taokaka outfit is falling through (since someone hasn't been doing his part of the research~) I'll have to drop that for now and move on. x3 and how badass would it be if I was anti-sora, crawling around the stage for a walk-on? that's right. REALLY badass. xD so!!!!!!!!!!! Uber excited to start this :3 it WILL happen, so long as I can figure out the wiring and get the wig worked on *big eyes at Roxas* will you help me *-*? I'll pays you~?
but yeah. if I can figure out the wiring... that's the only thing holding me back. I need to just order it, work on it. and then. well that's it actually xD hahaha. then I just have to make the outfit itself. and that's shorts, a shirt.. vest. not too bad. the shoes are actually easy... and Rue, I know you were talking about it yesterday, but I found a thing on making Sora shoes, so I'm taking a page out of that if you're like to see it :3
So that's really just it xD; just debating whether or not to do a keyblade and if I want to make the suit glow in the dark or just glow...........
  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: sileeeeeence
  • Reading: how to wire eyeballs?
  • Watching: nuffin
  • Playing: Rune Factory Frontier
  • Eating: nothing.. I should get on that
  • Drinking: soda.. in a little while
[link]

go there. look at it. marvel. then buy it xD this game doesn't take itself seriously. you're a princess turned adventurer. xD and you can Pout to get your way. from making the terrain whatever you want, to making fights go your way, to what levels monsters are and what they drop xD you can even instantly finish quests if you don't want to finish them yourself. it's SO funny. xD I really want to cosplay it. I think Rue would be a brilliant Nero haha. now I need to figure out who I'd be xDDD
  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: lollipop... by .. everyone .... *still stuck in h*
  • Reading: my typing
  • Watching: The Office (original, not crappy American version)
  • Playing: Rune Factory Frontier
  • Eating: I WANT A CURRY BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN
  • Drinking: post-nasal drip.. not pleasant
just random. I want to be Zexion >> I've wanted to.. bad.. because... I'm like... the foremost expert on all things related to him. down to the last detail. and I think.. that I would cosplay him right.. with all of the sarcastic, stuck-up, emotionless flare that is my darling Zexion..

my issue... is the coat >> freaking............. coat. I don't have the money to buy the professional version. and I don't want to kill it. *cry* I loves my Zexion. ;_; why is it so hard to make that coat!? WHY IS IT LEATHER!? *flail*

okay I'm done.
  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: lollipop... by .. everyone .... *still stuck in h*
  • Reading: my typing
  • Watching: The Office (original, not crappy American version)
  • Playing: Rune Factory Frontier
  • Eating: I WANT A CURRY BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN
  • Drinking: post-nasal drip.. not pleasant
first I'd just like to say: someone has set us up the rue. there is no chance but to thop. make your time.


you know who you are.


second:

LAYTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!

OMFG REALLY HOT LAYTON IN BOSTON GOOD LORD, SON HE WAS HOT. I was like, looking all over, we FINALLY find him, and I'm like "o-o" he was so hot xD omg. now I SUPER regret not cosplaying Luke all day xD the girl working there with layton was like "D: you should've been luke"
me: omfg I was gonna
her: go home and come back as luke!

xD Roxas took pictures <3 I hope to share them soon.... *fans self* oh layton~ you are givin' me the vapors~


third:

boston. epic. must again. now.
apparently they have red bean ice cream. I will eat it forever. and the curry buns? GUUUUUUUUUUH NEED. Has. Need. ;_; and rueeeeee I misses her nows. and Roxas... obvi...

fourth: roxas gave me my wig. omfg. wig. I thought it looked good on the wig head. I was like "awesome it's like. cut. perfect!" got home, put it on. I was like "omfg O_O how does it look so different!? it went from great to iuhsfx;iufhcavcghaguchGC perfect!" so xD I'm pleased with the UK wig x3333 now to figure out the eyebrows........


P.S. my mood icon is only there for Layton, though I do suppose I feel sociable

THOP.
  • Mood: Sociable
  • Listening to: shut up and sleep with me (I blame you roxas)
  • Reading: my typing
  • Watching: mah fan
  • Playing: Rune Factory Frontier
  • Eating: nothing.. but wishing for a curry bun ;;
  • Drinking: ._. nothing...
We all know your name. We all know your birthday, what color your eyes are, what your favorite food ?
HOW DO YOU KNOW THESE THINGS!?!?!?!?!?
Eyes: red-brown
Food: .............. Bavarian Mother Fucking Cheesecake (yes. the "mother fucking" DOES need to be in there. it's THAT bad ass)

Any names your parents were thinking about that you would prefer?
Ethan, apparently (just asked)

If you had to pick one outfit that you currently own to wear for the rest of your life, what would it consist of?
..... damn >> I have like. nothing good... I guess if I had to wear it forever and we're assuming it wouldn't get gross and nothing would spill on it...... then my Naota outfit.. it's just baggy shorts, sock, boots, a sweatshirt and a hat.... pretty awesome/comfortable.

What do you think is going to happen to you after you die?
I think they'll bury me despite my will stating I want to be burned so I can never return as a zombie.

What TV show have you seen every episode of?
LOST
Degrassi (haven't seen the movie. that's it. that will change by tomorrow *taping it tonight to watch tomorrow*)

What movie can you quote every line to?
oh god... >> tons.... The Goonies, Who Framed Roger Rabbit, SPRIGGAN, Akira, Citizen Kane, all the MST3K movies + the Film Crew..........

What bands have you seen in concert?
none. except for some odd people at a gay-straight convention.. and Anthony Rapp. he signed my PS2. but it looks like it says "Aaaaaaaaaaaa Poo"

What bands would you like to see in concert?
GORILLAZ, Iron Maiden, GnR, Metallica

If you had the money to retire anywhere in the world, where would you go?
hmm.... I loves me some Boston.. but probably... Sydney..... Kyoto... Christchurch... Brisbane, Wellington... Melbourne.... (anyone else seeing that Australia and NZ are my favorite places?)

Is there a piece of jewelry or something similar that if you lost, you would feel naked?
My steel ring.. I take it off for work so it doesn't get gross... and I feel like my finger is gone.. the thing is real heavy >>

What is one thing [appearance-wise or other] you would change about yourself?
hmm... I think most people know that. but... I dunno... I guess that I'd have more patience.. and maybe that I didn't have a sweating issue >> when it's hot I don't sweat.. but when it's freezing I do. my body has no idea wtf it wants.

One thing you would change about your best friend(s)?
I guess that they'd try and see me more X-x instead of having me drive up to see them all the time

Everyone remembers their first birthday party that involved friends. Describe yours.
... I've only had one.. and it was epic.. except this girl broke my camera >> which I'd just gotten as a present. but the rest of it was badass. it was at a play-place they had in the mall. I had one of those giant cookie cakes cause my cousin worked at that store in the mall that made them.. and it was like. 3rd grade so everyone went. it was cool. xD that place rocked hard.

What do you think is the perfect age and why?
25. you're already able to do everything, you're settled into who you are, you're settling down, you're settling into a career.. that's where life REALLY starts. it's going to be exciting when I get there (two years... gah)

If you could go back in time and change your first kiss, would you?
... actually no.. I was really happy about how it happened, who it was with.... I wouldn't change it...

How many times have you said "I love you" to someone [romantically] and meant it?
I don't say it romantically x-x cause I don't love anyone. but I say I love you to strangers when they say or do something I like haha.
I did say it to Mori a lot. and I meant it. so. there.

How many times have you said it and not meant it?
0. I don't say it if I don't mean it.

Which member of your family has the biggest influence on your life?
hmmm.... it sounds weird, but my brother and my uncles, and my aunt. My aunt Patty has alllllways been around for us. She's kinda weird.. she'll give you the shirt off her back and just want to help.. but she'll make sure you remember how much she suffered to help you... but she REALLY does like to help...
my brother Brendan is like... my twin.. only 4 years older.. which says a lot about my laziness, that I hung around in the womb another 4 years like "... meh.. I'll nap for a while. I'll be born later". we're just... yin and yang but in the way that goes together. we just click. he's the quiet, brooding one that can kick your ass, but won't because he's passive.. heart of gold. I'm the one that's scrawny, awkward looking, loud, all over the place, very odd, very expressive, and I'm tiny and could easily be broken, but I'll jump anyone without a second thought if they're hurting someone I love. xD we go together perfectly. + same sense of humor.. so leave us alone too long and we'll have a comedy act. he's the "straight man".. the Abbot to my Costello.. x3
My Uncle Bill, while not a huge influence on me, is a good guy, but also my example of "why you shouldn't drink." but he's also given me the ability to use music and tone to express myself. he can play any kind of music and he's always happy to just hang out and jam. I should sing for him more..
My uncle Doug was on Oprah. yeah. the talk show. he's a millionaire because he blew the whistle on a few pharmaceutical companies he worked for (he has a STRONG sense of Justice). He's just a good guy. He'd never do anything to hurt you, he put his parents in the best medical/senior care money can buy, when my family went bankrupt, he was there to help us out. He still does. Since my parents can't work, we get disability, but he pays out schooling and sends checks every month to help us out. He buys people cars when they needs them, houses, he's always got "some table he was replacing. he was gonna throw it out so you can have it" even though we know he just bought you a new table.. he tries to make it sound like he's not doting.. and the one thing he wants, despite having money, is for his daughters, who're married with children, to know what it's like to be stay at home moms if that's what they want. He'd like to give them the opportunity to be with their kids. he requires that atleast the husbands work or vice versa. So they don't feel like they're just getting money. So they feel they contribute. just anything. even a hobby that brings in some money. He's always willing to give second chances. I think he's the reason I'm so much like L now.


If you won a $1,000 shopping spree to one store, what store would you want it to be?
... Gamestop....

Which is your favorite comic book movie [The Hulk, Spiderman, Ironman, etc]?
Super Man movies... The WatchMen... the new Batman movies.... and Ironman. badass

What do you think this phrase means: "I am drearily bloodletting this bedwetting cosmonaut"?
I'm begrudgingly helping out this spineless idiot.

If you could go back in time and relive one memory – relive it, not change it – what memory would it be?
Disney trips as a kid... no lie.. we'd go to my gramma and grampa's.. and then I'd go to disney... and one in particular, I think 4th grade.. it was the best time. before things went bad with my grandma

How old were you when you learned how to ride a bike?
don't even know it was sooo long ago

Who taught you?
partly self, partly dad/mom I think

When you go to the movies, do you like to get candy or popcorn?
candy ._. the butter makes me vomit and pee out of my butt (yeah you needed to know that. well cause you asked that's why)

Did/do you like high school? Why or why not?
not really... had a lot of realllly shitty friends who abused me and my kindness. kinda scarred me for life actually

Do you have ONE best friend, who stands out among all the others, that's been there for you seemingly forever?
I dunno.. Emily and Heather are pretty epic.. and Tara's working her way back up.. my brother is definitely up there.

If not, do you prefer having just a group of good friends, or would you like to have that one best friend?
I don't care so long as they love me for who I am and treat me with respect

Do you prefer the sound of electric, acoustic, or steel guitar?
I like them all it just depends on the situation for which is best when

Have you ever read the Bible – even just a little part of it?
=_= whole damn thing. many times

Have you ever read the Koran?
a little I think

What was the best pet you've ever had?
.... well... I can't say x-x I love all my pets equally.. but I mean.. RIP Max, Nikki, and Chloe. they were wonderful. I still have Subwoofa. they're all amazing.

Out of all the states you've visited/lived in, which is your favorite?
FLORIDA for Disney and well.. who doesn't love Boston?

Do you enjoy jigsaw puzzles?
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS *is a champ*

If you were allowed one murder without punishment, would you do it?
oh man... I'd like to say no.. and in a way it is... because I'd never be able to live with myself having taken a life.. but if the guy was a real sicko I wouldn't feel anything for him... and I would so go all B on him >>

Where do you keep your wallet when you're out and about?
pants

Have you ever seen a ghost?
yeah. don't ask. it's fucked up

How about seen things happen that you think were caused by a ghost?
.... yes.. again

Did you have Beanie Babies as a kid?
.... still have them

Did you have tag protectors for their tags, or did you just rip the tags off?
uhm. if they were on there to begin with, yes. I liked them as toys, not collectables.

Do you prefer stripes or polka dots?
Stripes

What's the best Christmas present you ever received?
The script to Boondock Saints signed by the director. god, I love my eldest brother sometimes xD

Which of your birthdays was the most memorable?
HAHA xD now? this one. Chris Patton and Greg Ayres both wished me happy birthday. I had no cake or presents on my birthday. But that..... was the most epic thing.... ever... and all the days following it so far? pretty amazing.

Name one song you can play on an instrument?
uuuuuuh I can play several depending on the instrument. first and only time I ever picked up a harp I played like... every song from nightmare before christmas, I played most of the FFVII soundtrack, and I played ... some Elvis song xD; I don't remember which. it was 4 years ago. haha. *musically inclined.. can hear the tones and figure it out quickly*
On Ocarina I can play the Chrono Cross theme, zelda, green sleeves, uhm.. anything given a little time...
Keyboard I can play a few disney songs, the Doogie Howser theme, tv jingles, and the ffvii soundtrack..
guitar I can pretty much just play "leaving on a jetplane" right now. there's 4 chords. not hard.
Bass: .... tons.. >> just.. haven't done it in like. 6 years so.. right now? probably not much xD

Who taught you to play that song?
Did it mahself.

Out of all the teachers you've had, who had the biggest influence on you?
Oh man... hard to say.... I think... from middle school, Mrs. Martin (really just inspired me to remain who I am and not change for people), from high school... Mr. Armor (encouraged me to become a teacher and be my own expressive, unique self) and Mr. Klin (he helped me figure something out... very important. something he saw that I didn't at the time), from college, Dave (whom I converted to Death Note) and Dexter (who was just... amazing, understanding, and a great guy. he just nutured who I was, understood it, and was never upset by who I was or how I treated school. I wouldn't show up but I did the work. he got that and he accepted that I loved the subject matter, just didn't much feel like studying. but really GOT that I knew the subject matter. just.. not into putting effort in when I deemed it unimportant to me. xD I love Dexter.)

Have you ever ridden on a motorcycle?
nope

How about a moped?
I want one D: *cosplays Naota.... it'd work*

When you were little, what was your favorite Disney movie?
Still my favorite today: Who Framed Roger Rabbit. If I could, I'd cosplay Psycho.

What's your favorite Disney movie now?
samez xD as I said

What's your type (romantic type)? muscles, average size, or scrawny bodies?
eh. I'd prefer them to be moving x_x; so... yeah. not... uber fat. but. if I like them I like them. not much else matters. but. I'm also not

What's the best gift you've ever received from a significant other?
Another Note from Mori xD

What's your favorite kind of chips?
Salt and Vinegar xD

That you know of, do you have any famous ancestors?
uhm. not technically, but my great... great grandfather, (might be another great in there) had to escape Ireland because the British put him on a hitlist for being big into the IRA xD. that count?

Did you ever beg your parents for a pony?
no. I didn't want a pony

Would you rather be blind or deaf?
uhhhhhhhhhhhh deaf..... if I HAD to choose.. I can play video games deaf..... ddr and kareoke revolution might be hard....

Is there someone you've been enemies with since you were little, and it's never changed despite growing up and becoming more mature?
no but someone's BECOME my enemy. My cousin. we were VERY close. as we got older and more ---.. okay.. well as we got older and I became more mature, she went from "cool" to "druggie who crashes 80 year old women's birthday parties, blows pot in my brother's face while he's trying to drive her home so she won't get in an accident, and tells the family to fuck off because despite what they all think she's "got a good heart" and doesn't need to explain herself". so... yeah

What laundry soap do you think smells the best?
uh. I forget. I got it once cause mine ran out at school.. smelled nice though

Do you prefer Spongebob or Patrick?
I hate that show. if it's anyone, I enjoy Squidward... sometimes.. and the Plankton.. because they hate it as much as me most of the time.

If you're currently dating someone, would you be ready to elope with them right now if they asked?
not dating anyone *siiiiiiiiiiiiigh* I wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiish.. and not because I need to be in a relationship xD my biological clock is just ticking and I'm going "ehhhhhhhhhhh I should have settled by now"

Who do you think is the hottest actor/actress in Hollywood right now?
Zac Efron and Chris Patton. No fucking lie. that's my opinion.

Do you watch The Office?
Yes. but I don't watch the "American" Office

If you don't, have you at least seen one episode?
Yes to all of the Office. And I've seen a few of the American one. it's okay

If you haven't, are you aware that you should be brutally punished?
it's not that good in america. in Britain it wasn't a freaking soap opera >> it was just what it was. It meant something.

What's the stupidest TV show on the air right now?
Everything on MTV. [I agree with Sora. XDD][Meph: I'll match the comments before mine, but I'll them all in on VH1]

Have you ever written a song or a poem?
*poet... no lie*

If you have, have you ever written a song or a poem for someone?
yeah I think I did

Last but not least, type some funny or inspiring lyrics as a closing:
japanese DBZ lyrics: CHA-LA HEAD CHA-LA
english translation: CHA-LA HEAD CHA-LA


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and note: SO going to see Professor Layton with Roxas and maybe Rue on tuesday. fucking epic xD

and another note: I'm epic in our Serenity campaign... that's all.
  • Mood: Apprehensive
  • Listening to: Why Don't You Do Right - Jessica Rabbit
  • Reading: this thing
  • Watching: nuttin
  • Playing: Rune Factory Frontier
  • Eating: own stomach
  • Drinking: nothing
HIGH CLASS:
[x] You own an iPod/mp3 player.
[ ]You love Starbucks to death.
[x]You have been called a brat.
[ ]You have tons of shoes.
[ ]You hate buying things that are on sale.
[x] You have a laptop.
TOTAL: 3

GOTHIC:
[ ] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[x] You wear chains. (for other reasons)
[x] You like heavy metal.
[x] You've shopped at Hot Topic.
[ ] You have worn black lipstick.
[x] You have/had/want/wanted piercings.
[x] You own a pair of Tripp pants.
[x] You have at least one unnaturally colored haired friend.
TOTAL: 6

PUNK:
[x] You can skateboard.
[x] You like plaid.
[x] You have Converse.
[x] You hate MTV.
[x] You have/had/want/wanted blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
[ ] You love mohawks.
[ ] You LOVE music.
[x] HATE people who pretend to be something they are not.
TOTAL: 6

EMO:
[x] You are sad sometimes.
[x] You have dark colored glasses.
[ ] You cry easily.
[ ] You like emo music.
[ ] You've kept a journal/diary.
[x] You have written a sad poem.
[x] You have dyed your hair.
[ ] You're sad when you're drunk.
TOTAL: 4

GHETTO:
[ ] You like rap.
[x] You have said "Fo Sho, Fo Shizzle, Fo Sheezy, etc.
[ ]You have worn/wanted a grill.
[ ]You have had a freestyling contest.
[ ]You have worn your shoes with the tongue flipped out.
[ ]You know most of the lines from Boyz N Da Hood.
[ ]You own a huge gold chain with a giant gold pendant. (That's not even cool, lol.)
TOTAL: 1

HARDCORE:
[x] You like loud music.
[x] You love/like the Ninja Turtles.
[x] You have slip-on shoes.
[ ] You like Norma Jean.
[x] People have called you a freak and meant it lovingly.
[ ] You love to "hardcore" dance.
[x] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
[x] You wear jeans a lot.
TOTAL: 6

PREP:
[ ]You LOVE The OC.
[x]You had/have/want a tiny/small sized dog. (was given to me... oh Woofa)
[ ]Your usual outfits consist of pink.
[ ]You like buying shoes.
[x]You have clothes from Hollister, AE, and/or Abercrombie. (not because I like it. because they carry 00)
[ ]Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
[ ]You have/had big sunglasses.
[ ]You can't go anywhere without your hair perfect.
TOTAL: 2

ATHLETIC:
[x] You watch/watched the Superbowl.
[x] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
[ ] You collect jerseys.
[x] You have/had a special shelf for trophies and awards. (baseball and dance >>...)
[x] Your garage/shed consists of sports equipment. (when I was younger. bikes, baseball, basketball, football, soccer, golf stuff)
[x] You belong/belonged to a team. (baseball, fencing, basketball)
[x] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey. (13)
TOTAL: 6

SCENE:
[ ]You have mini-skirts.
[x]You have parted your hair to the side.
[ ]You think polka-dots are way cute.
[x]You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture.
[x]You've been called a scene before.
[ ]You wear/wore long, colorful socks with your skirts.
TOTAL: 3

REDNECK:
[ ]Gone four wheeling.
[ ]Went hunting.
[ ]Owned a four/three-wheeler or dirt bike.
[x]Like to go fishing.
[x]Eat beef jerky.
[x]Ever said GIT-R-DONE. (making fun of Larry the Cable guy but not seriously)
[ ]Listened to the song Redneck Woman.
[ ]Know who Bocephus is.
TOTAL: 3

METALHEAD:
[ ] You wear band shirts a lot.
[x] If people down-talk metal, you down-talk their favorite music.
[ ] You like bands like As I Lay Dying, Lamb Of God, and All That Remains.
[x] You HATE emos.
[x] You like Black Sabbath.
[ ] You have gone to Ozzfest. (PFT. I WISH.)
[x] You have a headband.
[x] You don't like rap.
[x] You have a taste for classic rock, as well.
TOTAL: 6
  • Mood: Apprehensive
  • Listening to: Shoujo S by SCANDAL
  • Reading: bleach manga. >> kill me
  • Watching: That 70s Show
  • Playing: Rune Factory Frontier
  • Eating: pickled peppers
  • Drinking: coke zero
[x]- You like mice.
[ ] - Dust scares you.
[x] - Your mother had more than 2 children.
[ ] - You are a smoker.
[ ] - You drink a lot.
[x] - You like to write.
[ ] - You are religious
[x] - You like to burn candles.
[ ] - You prefer juice or water over soda. (water)
[x] - You have ridden a horse.

TOTAL SO FAR = 5

[ ] - You have done drugs.
[ ] - You are currently a drug addict.
[x] - You are very artistic
[x] - You like stuffed animals.
[x] - You are attracted to shiny things.
[ ] - You have eaten a bug before.
[x] - You love cars.
[ ] - Cats are your favorite animal.
[ ] - You hate animals.
[x] - You are spontaneous and random

TOTAL SO FAR = 10

[ ] - You like fruit a lot.
[x] - You drive
[x] - You make / made good grades in school.
[x] - You are going / are in / have been to college.
[ ] - You like for things to be very clean.
[x] - You are very messy.
[x] - You love to eat.
[x] - Christmas is your favorite holiday.
[ ] - You like the beach.
[x] - You hate the color pink.

TOTAL SO FAR = 17

[ ] - You wear glasses or contacts.
[x] - You chat online a lot
[x] You always use correct grammar.
[x] - You like to take quizzes.
[ ] - You eat out at restaurants more than you eat at home.
[ ] - You enjoy swimming.
[ ] - You have more than 5 pets.
[ ] - You have more than 10 pets.
[x] - You believe in ghosts.
[x] - You have seen a ghost.

TOTAL SO FAR = 22

[x] - You prefer comedy movies over romance movies.
[x] - You like dancing, either doing it yourself or watching.
[ ] - You have been to a strip club.
[x] - You drink coffee in the morning.
[x] - You like to be awake at night.
[x] - You don't go outside often.
[x] - You love to read.
[x] - You believe in an afterlife of some kind.
[x] - You have short hair.
[x] - You know how to cook well.

GRAND TOTAL = 31

Answers

0 - 1 = Mosquito.
2 - 3 = A weed.
4 - 5 = Daisy.
6 - 7 = Janitor.
8 - 9 = Goose.
10 - 11 = Rock.
12 - 13 = Fireman.
14 - 15 = Rose.
16 - 17 = Mouse.
18 - 19 = Cow.
20 - 21 = Rabbit.
22 - 23 = Mental Patient.
24 - 25 = Grass.
26 - 27 = Vampire.
28 - 29 = Bat.
30 - 31 = Hippo.
32 - 33 = Crocodile.
34 - 35 = Water.
36 - 37 = Horse.
38 - 39 = Hawk.
40 - 41 = Spider
42 - 43 = Flea.
44 - 45 = Princess or Prince.
46 - 47 = President.
48 - 50 = You have done everything. Your lives have run out.
  • Mood: Hope
  • Listening to: George talk
  • Reading: what I'm typing
  • Watching: Seinfield
  • Playing: Rune Factory Frontier
  • Eating: popcorn
  • Drinking: coke zero
Just post in the comments, not a whole new journal, lol.

What would you do if...
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:


WOULD YOU...
Be my friend?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:

HAVE YOU EVER...
*Lied to make me feel better?:
*Wanted to kiss me?:
*Wanted to kill me?:
*Broke my heart?:
*Kept something important from me?:
*Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

AND MORE...
1. Who are you?:
2. Are we friends?:
3. When and how did we meet?:
6. Describe me in one word.:
7. What was your first impression?:
8. Do you still think that way about me now?:
9. What reminds you of me?:
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
11. How well do you know me?:
12. When the last time you saw me?:
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
14. Are you gonna paste this to your journal to see what I say about you?:
  • Mood: Hope
  • Listening to: the buzzing in my ears
  • Reading: what I'm typing
  • Watching: the words I type
  • Playing: Rune Factory Frontier
  • Eating: ... air
  • Drinking: my own saliva...
Natural Hair Colour
[x] Brown - $100
[ ] Blonde - $50
[ ] Black - $15
[ ] Bald - $5
[ ] Other-$75

Total: $100

Eye Color:
[!] Brown - $50
[ ] Green - $75
[ ] Blue $150
[ ] Hazel $100
[ ] Other - $15

Total so far: $150

Height:
[ ] Over 7′ - $200
[ ] 6′8″ to 7′ - $175
[ ] 6′0″ to 6′7″ - $150
[ ] 5′5″ to 5′11″ - $75
[ ] 5′4″ to 5′10″ - $85
[x] Under 5′4 - $95

Total so far: $245

Age:
[ ] 50 to 56 - $175
[ ] 46 to 50 - $150
[ ] 41 to 45 - $125
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[x] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[ ] 0 to 18 - $100

Total so far: $295

Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $750
[ ] First Born - $320
[ ] Only Child - $250
[ ] second born - $150
[ ] Middle child - $100
[ ] Last Born - $100
[x] third born - $550
[ ] fourth born - $300
[ ] fifth born - $400
[ ] sixth born -$215

Total so far: $845

Drink?
[ ] I did like once - $400
[x] Only Holidays - $250
[ ] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$ [[back to $ZERO]]
[ ] No - $600

Total so far: $1095

Vision?
[x] perfect vision $400
[ ] need or have glasses/ contacts but dont wear them $200
[ ] No correction $100
[ ] Glasses $50
[ ] contacts $25
[ ] Surgical correction -$100

Total so far: $1495

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ] 12 and a half to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $400
[ ] 7 to 10 - $500
[x] Under 7- $450

Total so far: $1945

Favorite Colors (two):
[ ] Green-$750
[ ] Red - $600
[ ] Black - $100
[ ] Yellow -$475
[x] Brown - $300
[ ] Purple - $225
[ ] White - $400
[ ] Aqua - $350
[ ] Orange - $300
[ ] Blue - $300
[ ] Pink - $100
[x] Other - $500

Total: $2745

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes $0
[x] Nope-add $1000
[ ] some- $750

Final Total: $3745

REPOST WITH TITLE:
"I cost $ — a night"
  • Mood: Hope
  • Listening to: Origa - Floating Dream
  • Playing: Rune Factory Frontier
  • Drinking: my own saliva...
Oxyclean spokesman Billy Mays died today. The cause is currently unknown.. but what we do know.. is that the Pearly Gates have never been so clean.

Heaven has a new spokesman. Keep an eye and an ear out for commercials!!

"Judaism? You're throwing your prayers away! We have everything they have and half the holiday requirements! We even offer a Messiah and brand new book! Don't accept any alternatives! Christian Church! Eternal Salvation, only 3 Hail Marys and an Our Father! Pray now before time runs out!"

Seriously though, I wish his family well in this hard time.


June Celebrity Deaths:
David Carradine (actor)
Wayne Allwine (voice of Mickey Mouse)
Ed McMahon (tv personality)
Farrah Fawcett (actress, cancer sufferer)
Michael Jackson (singer, pedophile)
Billy Mays (infomercial king, savior of us all)
  • Mood: Hope
  • Listening to: OxyClean Commercial
  • Watching: OxyClean Commercial
  • Playing: Rune Factory Frontier
  • Drinking: Oxyclean

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